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Thursday, February 18, 2010
i dunno why. but for the ferst tyme, in my whole entire 21 yrs of life, dis is the ferst tyme im feeling dis way. its not a big issue YET actuali. but still? the sense of guilt is somehow der. yess true, i can juz treat him as my entertainment. juz lyke one of Adam Lambert's hits, "For Your Entertainment". hee! tapi, kawan mmg kawan. guilty tetap guilty. on the otha hand oso, i learnt ALOTTTT from him. base on his experiences, listenin to his stories, his points of view, his advises. it does motivates me on wat kind of lyfe i wanna lead in future.
i noe dis aint ryte. i noe! but its not lyke as if i did sumtin unforgiveable wif him kan? its true tat ders nuthin goin on between me and him. tapi, circumstances makes me feel as if im his "kept woman". and tat feelin sux totally! as for now, im juz goin on wif the flow. but not to worry my loves, i will noe my limits. *winx*
and as for daddy and my operation, AGAIN, its being delayed. haix~ when the coordinator called to inform me juz now, honestly, my heart sank straight after. but den, in my heart, i was singing, *pernahkah kau merasa, hatimu hampaaa~* HAHAHA! sempat siak drama! hiak-dusshhh!
da larh, i dowan tink bout my matter wif him fer now. hopefully it wont turn into a nitemare larh horr! remember yeul, eu got a reality check to look at here. REMEMBER!
psst ; eu wuldnt wanna make sumone be a divorcee ryte?
