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Thursday, October 15, 2009

dora the explorer. anak jepun. babydoll. lady gaga.[yg penting lady gaga ehk. bkn lady gagap. muahahas!]

dis are the names which my ppl gaf eversince i cut my hair short, a week before raye. rambot raye katekan! hehs. and talking bout my hair, now tat my red strips are fading and will soon be gone, i want a new colour! nak jgak! nak jgak! muahahas! tats why some ppl say dun ever dye/highlight eur hair wif dos bright colours. dey wont last long. chet!

*coughs* ehem-ehem!

hello hello fellow earthlings! hows eur raye? great? no? well, as fer me, the enthusiasm is not der dis year. feeling raye mcm kureeeennggg gtu kan. haix. lyke i'v said before, dis year lyke no mood to celebrate it. kemas uma pon mcm main-main gtu kan. tak se-smangat as the prev years. altho i cnt deny tat i kinda gt emotional during mlm raye while listenin to the 'takbir raye'. in which in the past, me and eldersis wuld oways listen to it 2geda. nanti dier tgk muke aku, aku tgk muke dier, pastu nangis. kaauuuu~ touching kannnn? mcm filem hindustan gtu siaa. HAHAHA!

tapi tu pon zaman dier tgh anak dara. skrg da jadi mak dara, dade famly sndri, trpkse la aku uat cite hindustan tu sndri. haaha! and the reason of me gettin emotional tat nyte? the tots of my late grandparents, Tok Wak and Jujuk plays in my mind. i wonder how wuld it be like if dey are stil ard up to dis dae. and more importantly, how wuld dey react/feel, knowing tat me, their grandchild, is sick. i even imagine tat i cried, afta wich dey hugged and comforted me. haix. :'(

abe obviously ferst day raye kalau part-part maaf bermaafan tu aku sensitipp sikit. agn, emotional larh kan. hahaa. but i teared more hearing wadev mummy spoke to TwinnyLove and elder bro. mcm awwww~ oke yeul, enuff. shhh! nant ade jek banjir kat sini agi. hishh!

hmm~ oke, nex. honestly, im stil in dilemma. initially, it started off wif one. but dis tyme, its two . yess, im stuck wif TWO blardy dilemma ryte now. altho the second issue dun reely concerns me. it concerns my gf. haix. see wat im tryna say? wen eur havin some BIGBIG and real serious probs wif eur bf, who do eu look fer? me ryte? but wen eur havin eur hehehaha moments 2geda, do eu even rmber to look or confide in me bout anitin? no! not at all. eversince eu guys got 2geda, the oni tyme tat i can meet/see eu was wen either eur bored and got nuthin to do, or eur facin some probs in eur rshp. TATS WEN I CAN SEE EUR FACE! if not, never!

sumtyms i feel lyke im a trash to eu. if eu think tat eu nid me, den eu'l appear. if not, byebye. eu'l put me aside. and now tat eur facing major probs, eu noe how to come back to me crying huh? tat nyte, whos been der fer eu the whole tyme, listening to eur stories patiently? ME! who lent eu a shoulder to cry on, wen eu needed to cry badly? ME! who comforted eu, advises eu, motivates eu and gaf eu words of encouragements, wen eu felt as if the whole world came crashing down on eu? ME! the ques now is, WHERE THE HELL WAS HE?! mane lelaki yg kau puji-puji slame nie? wher was he, wen eu needed him the most? at eur most crucial moments. wher was he?! where?! where?! tats why ppl say, TREASURE EUR FRENSHP.

oke, i admit i dun reely like the idea of eu guys being 2geda. but at the same tyme, im tryna help bof parties. helpin fer the sake of fairness and justice. so yeaa, im not on anione sides ryte now. i dun wanna elaborate more bout it. wadev tats goin on between the bof of eu, its juz between us. and as fer the otha dilemma tat i'v mentioned, oni my bitch, Ct, noes. so plss, helpppp! wat am i suppose to do? shud i? or shudnt i? ohh, do slp over at my hse agn! plsss! hehs.

and reshuffle on my fav idols!

1st plc - SYLTRA/MAE/TABITHA [i reely hope eider 1 of dis 3 will be dis seasons idol!]
2nd plc - Sezairi
3rd plc - Amira

tats bout it fer now. pichas nex! all dis were taken weeks back. frm the oldest to latest. hehs. more on facebook! enjoy viewing! *winx*