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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
we used to be the BESTEST gf ever. mane ade kau, mesti ade aku. but eversince eu guys got together, things seems to change. im not the only one who tot dis way. few of eur gfs too. bof of us seems to haf misunderstandings evry now and den. even on the slightest, smallest issue. and the main topic of it, the same ol ting - HIM. why?and when i asked why eu went missing the past few mths, eu admitted the truth. it was about tat nite. and dis issue happened few mths bck siaa. haix. juz as i tot so. tat xplains why eu "vanished". no kols or smses frm eu. its soo unlike eu. i knew sumtin is wrong sumre. and ta-daa! i was ryte. the way eu sound is lyke, eur accusing me indirectly. eventho eu said eu dun blame me, evryting was in the past, blablabla. cum'on beb. dis is not the ferst tyme. im soo upset, hurt and disappointed wif the way things are ryte now. or even, the change in eur attitude. we used to be soo happy together. i dunno if his existence is a gud thing or a blessing to eu. well, mebbe it is. but in my opinion, its not helping in anyway. tat includes the frenship we'v been havin the past few years.honestly, i am happy fer eu. wif the lyfe eur leading ryte now. but on the otha hand, im kinda upset pluss angry tho. things are way too diff den last tyme. in the past, eu would oways look up to me wheneva eur ups or downs. but now? hes eur ferst. hes the one eu look upon now. yeaa, hes eur EVERYTHING. haix.i dunno beb. i dunno if i shuld kol dis jealousy or wadev. im in dilemma. the moment eu admitted evryting juz now, ferst person on my mind tat i wish to pour out my woes was F___. hes the only alibi i had fer tat particular nyte. he may be able to back me up. on second tots, no. i knew nuthin will cum out of it eventually. so why bother larh kan?wadev it is, i'l still pray fer eur happiness. im happy if eur happy. i juz hope tat things will resume as it used to be. i juz want the ol eu bck. and i'v decided, its best if i avoid him. its best if our eyes dun meet. not sure till wen, but i guess dis is the best solution fer the 3 of us. juz to avoid further complications/misunderstandings. till den~Love,
Me :)
psst ; are eu sure eur ready fer dis, when eu eurslf are stil unstable?
