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Friday, September 11, 2009

oke, ferst tings ferst. lets talk bout dis season of spore idol shall we?

well basically, following are list of my fav idols fer dis season. first on the list,

1. MAE STA MARIA
2. Tabitha Nauser
3. Syltra Lee
4. Sylvia Ratonel
5. Fathin Amira
6. Sezairi Sezali
7. Faizal Isa
8. Farhan Shah

if Jannah Shaharuddin is still in the comp, fer sure her name wuld be in the list too. but too bad larh kan. haix. tkpla, aku pon Jannah per! tapi Jannah Ali ahh. spe-SIAL sikit. huahuahua! okeoke, back to the topic. mann! i was soo shocked siaa when initially, Mae Sta Maria's name was not announced by Gurmit to be part of the Top 12. damn she's gud! i tot spore haf made a HUGE mistake. but end up, it was indeed a surprise. Top 13 instead of Top 12! thank god! hehs. and i seriuzly tot tat Duane Ho wuld be eliminated tat nyte. i min his voice is oke, juz tat to me, he dun haf the "package" to represent as a spore idol. no offence tho. juz stating the facts. oke wat els? ohh ohh! and Faizal looks xtra hot tat nyte! he reely looks like Shariff frm SleeQ! the way he dress up, perform, everything. goshhh! *melts*

HAHAHA! ahh~ gatal! gatal! kan bulan puase nie yeul?! *slaps forehead* tapi gue nggak bisa lari dari kenyataan kok. hehs! i tink sooner or later i'l be juz lyke 1 of those idol's groupie out der. muahahahas!

enuff bout idols, nex topic, THEM.

i tink im missin my 'kekasih gelapku' ardy. tularh! step heroin lagi kan aku nie. mcm p. jek blang dier tknk jmpe fer dis whole mth. bulan ramadhan katakn. nak elakkn dari menambah dosa larh kononnye. end up aku yg menyesal kan? padan muke aku! hoho! tapi im still alive and kicking per. haaha! but on second tots, bagos jugak larh kan kite tk bertemu. who noes, slowly, as tyme goes by, dis feelings will soon fade? i may not even think of him animre? mebbe tats the best fer us? especially me. *smiles*

and A____? it seems lyke hes been koling me often dis daes. pluss, the transformation in him? i dunno. i juz felt proud bout it. seru da memanggil katakn. umur pon da lanjut. hehs. i rmber how i use to haf dis "fantasy" tat im gonna spend the rest of my life wif him. and fyi, hes the ferst guy tat i'v waited fer 3 long years, juz wanting to be wif him. but in the end, i gaf up. coz i dint wanna get myself hurt any further. i dunno wats his agenda fer "appearing" agn, wen i'v finally managed to move on wif my lyfe. im trying real hard not to fall fer him agn now. its best if we remain as mutual frens. haix.

and ppl, i tink dis will be my last update fer dis mth. da larh skrg nie tgh stgh jalan kemas almari. sempat nak blog. haaha! yeaa, gonna strt preparing fer rayer lyke crazy. spring cleaning! spring cleaning! not to forget, need to do kueh koko krunch oso! yummy yumm! *drools*

i'v been listening to Ria evrynyte, juz to listen to the rayer songs. and im in the mood fer rayer ardy! woohooo! cnt wait to jalan rayer wif my beloved 2I's klazmates especially. tapi, mcm biasela kan. kami ber-4 the planner. hehs. yay! and talking bout rayer, most of -them- haf been asking me wif whom im gonna celebrate my rayer dis year. well, dgn famly larh kan! dgn sape lagi? haaha! nolarh, if eu guys are refering to couplecouple tingy, the ans is NO ONE. aku tetap akan menjadi musafir di aidilfitri. tetap akan bersendirian, tak kire tahun lepas, tahun ini, tahun depan, ataupun tahun seterusnya. aku tetap aku! HAHAHA! tkde link siaa~

lastly, im soo gonna cut my hair short dis wkend! cnt stand it ardy. my hairfall is gettin frm bad to worst! baru angan-angan nak simpan rambut mcm Rapunzel dis year. nampaknye mcm tk menjadi larh kn? nex tyme sudaa~ muahahas!

okela, guez im ending my entry ryte now. need to cntinue wif the bajussss. slamat mlm sumernye! dan slamat bersahur iyek nanti! hingga kite bertemu kembali~ hehs.

psst ; slamat menyambut hari rayer yg akan menjelang tdak lamer lagi, teman-teman! ;)