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broken barbie

- speak up or shuddup! -

spammers, F*CK OFF!
- sunshines! -

Adah Albania Alynn Aishah Ct Riah Fianna Fyqah Kak Sida Lina Maizatul Md Farhi Mia Mimie Nana Nasir Norfasarie Nurul Aini Rima Melati Shameen Shazila Sheila Suriani Syazana Md Redzwan


Somehow or rather, i dun wish to remember all those painful memories. As for the sweetest ones tat i had, it will be locked in my heart and mind, FOREVA.
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● ZE BROKEN BARBIE ●

Nurul Jannah Ali
aka yEuL
foreva 21
Mummy's & Daddy's spoilt brat
Indecisive
Talkative BUT YET secretive

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

heyy heyy heyy! hows evryone doin? hows fasting so far? hehs. my apologies fer being MIA yet agn. been reely reely tight up and lazy to updte dis blog of mine. pluss, blogger's gettin frm bad to worst siaa. geram jek! evrytym wanna updte cnt. sumtyms i juz felt lyke "closing dwn" my blog. dun wanna blog animre. but on second tots, mcm sayang gtu kn? hmm~ still under cnsideration. haha!

so basically, alot of tings happened during the tyme i went missing. too much, wherby at tymes wen im alone, i broke dwn. sumtyms it ended up wif me getting migraines and havin sleepless nites. too many things goin thru my mind. be it bout -them-, in which i noe its kinda tk perlu gtu kn. tapi sum things eu juz cnt avoid frm thinking ryte? or bout my conditions. yess, witout realising, its been olmoz 2 years now. and i heard afta rayer, mummy and daddy are able to go fer all the necessary test ardy. im kinda nervous and scared actuali.

i'v been asking myself few ques lately. such as, between mummy and daddy, i wonder whos gonna be the most compatible donor fer me? and, IF one of them suits me, am i wrong to take "it" frm em? i juz dun wanna feel guilty bout the whole situation. in fact, i musnt feel tat way, coz fer sure it gonna affect the test i'l be doin in a way or two. haix. im confused. still, no matter how/what, i kept reminding myself wadev Fey advises me the otha nyte. hey, i was counseled by sumone whos been der oke? i min, sort of? dis kinda ppl are the reason of why im still standing strong up to dis dae. especially, my famly. wif the situation im in ryte now, frens and famly support are wat i thirst most. so, tankiu. thnx fer being der weneva im in need. *smiles*

as fer -them-, pening kpale. sum juz simply come and go. sum juz went MIA totali. sum even confessed unexpctedly and letting me suffer frm a heart attack. haaha! sum ppl frm my past came back. and sum, did one stupid mistake, and spoil the whole thing, includin sumtin i kol, frenship. *shakes head*

hmm~ wat shall i highlight on nex? oke, rayer! *kening naik-naik*

puase tk full nk ckp psl rayer ehk? hehs! aku peduli ape! nk ckp jgak! hoho! guez wat? baju rayer saye da siappppp! weeeee! bsok jgak da le rayer! muahahas! turquoise and yellow it is fer dis year! and ohh, i rmbered twinny saying she dint haf the mood to celebrate rayer dis year due to her O's. but sayang, juz rmber dis oke? at leaz eu get to celebrate rayer as oways. juz lyke the prev years. stil can go house visiting till mlm. as fer me? the 2nd dae of rayer dis year is gonna be diff. i hafta cut my visiting tyme short oke? and tats wat sux the most. ape, org happyhappy klua smpi mlm, aku kena walk off siangsiang. haix. boringggg! so, now who has the ryte to say she gt no mood to celebrate rayer dis year?

ohh ohh! and i wish to thank the advance tech we'r having dis daes. why? coz thnx to it, i manage to get in touch wif long lost frens, or even cousins whom i dun even talk to whenevr we met. and my cousins im refering to, is my adik sdare who i used to mention, Faiz. pluss, ah yg nie important! abg sdare angkatku, Firdaussssss! huahuahua~ yess, him! org yang slalu akan betaper kat biliknye bile kite datang rumah dier. hehs! slalu lpas salam mak bapak aku je, tros masok bilik tk klua-klua. kite danak alik, baru larh dier klua agi and salam. evry year same jek pattern dier. the reason why he oways lock himself up in his room? psl malu! malu ade anak dara. tats wat he said. haaha! mamposss~ BUT! BUT! dis year's gonna be diff! we ardy made a deal. yay! i hope evryting turns out as planned. tak sabar aku nk serbu rumah dier! juz wanna ensure if he reely mean wadev he said. hehs!

da larh, enuff bout evryting. i gotta try get my beauty slp. i'l updte agn wen i can. im gonna be busy soon aniwae. wif spring cleaning and buat kueh. hehs! who noes afta rayer den i'l b able to updte? haaha!

toodles evryone~ slamat berpuase iyek! *winx*






psst ; sumone in dis famly is starting to disappoint me bit by bit.