Somehow or rather, i dun wish to remember all those painful memories.
As for the sweetest ones tat i had, it will be locked in my heart and mind, FOREVA.
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● ZE BROKEN BARBIE ●
Nurul Jannah Ali
aka yEuL
foreva 21
Mummy's & Daddy's spoilt brat
Indecisive
Talkative BUT YET secretive
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Sunday, August 2, 2009
im feeling abit lighter and slimmer today! why? coz i went to the gym wif lil bro dis morning! ya, i noe! i noe! its been few donkey, monkey, baboon, giraffe years since i last step into a gym. muahahahs! i was excited to hop on the threadmill especially. so, did some workout wif him fer bout 2 hrs, den met dearest mummy, daddy and elder bro at bedok. i dunno why, but, elder bro has been spending more tyme wif us nowdys. i assumed bcoz he nids to go fer his trainin in camp fer the Cisco tingy post, dis 6th Aug? im sure he gonna miss us! especially his gf. hehs. so, back to the topic, we had our breakfast der, afta wich frm bedok, we went to geylang nex. it was kinda famly day fer us juz now. and tmr? elder sis will be cuming over fer lunch/dinner wif BIL and upin ipin! more famly day! i loikeee~ *winx*
hmm~ actuali, im filled wif mixed emotions ryte now. feeling shitty? pissed? excited? exuberant? disappointed? sad? i dunnoe. i seriuzly dun. well, eventho i met Yan fer awhile juz now and we did hangout all. in short, no matter who i went out wif, and tried to open up my heart fer each of em, it doesnt seems to werk. my mind and heart wuld stil be elswher. im still tinking bout -him-. NO NO! not tat jantan keparat. but, -him-. haix.eu noe wak amin kakak?(eu noe wat i mean? hehs.)
lagi lagi tadi tgk 'Syurga Cinta'. walandeyyy~ menambah nambahkan emosiku. cite romantic lorh! mak sukee skali! especially wif Awal Ashaari being the main actor. he juz makes me melt larh! can i haf him as my husband? or sumone lyke him as my husband? can i?! can i?! *insert muker kesian*
and here, watch dis. my fav songs! reely suits my mood now, i guez?
