Somehow or rather, i dun wish to remember all those painful memories.
As for the sweetest ones tat i had, it will be locked in my heart and mind, FOREVA.
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● ZE BROKEN BARBIE ●
Nurul Jannah Ali
aka yEuL
foreva 21
Mummy's & Daddy's spoilt brat
Indecisive
Talkative BUT YET secretive
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Sunday, June 7, 2009
see the tyme now? i culdnt sleep. told eu im suffering frm insomnia lately. haix.
pluss, im sadden and stress by dis 2 issue ;
MONEYYYY!!!
-him-
yess, money would be the ferst thing tat im worried bout. why? coz mummy juz informed me tat my hosp and treatment bills couldnt be covered by my insurance agent. afta all tat pending the past few mths, the result's finally out. i cnt claim frm em lorh! and wher the hell am i suppose to korek tat huge amt of money?! fer my prev hosp stays, the operations, evryting! mummy said the 3 of us - mummy, daddy and me, need to split our pay and settle all the bills. but i knew it still wouldnt be enuff.
wat shuld i do, so tat i can earn more income? i'v been werking 5-6 days per week. to get anotha part tyme job is sure gonna tire me out, coz i'l haf no time off. wif my treatment sumore. ape, mcm gini kena keje kat ya-long per? argh!
ALLAH~ mane saye nak dpt duit sebyk tuu? tolonglarh diriku yg lemah ini YA ALLAH~
=((
and -him-? im sick and tired of evryting! im over and done wif it! oso, ders too many songs tat reminded me of us, and dis is one of it.pls dun come back, if i'v started to move on wif lyfe agn.but i do admit one thing. i still miss and love eu. tats fer sure! juz tat at dis point of tyme, im hurt. realll baddd~ and i teared whenever i hear dis song.
