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Sunday, May 10, 2009
reality check ; 5th day witout -boyf- ard.i tink im goin crazzzyyy sooner or later! dis feeling sucks oke?! BIG TIME! im tryna hold on to my promises. told him tat im gonna wait fer his return. and i'll do juz tat! eventho the rest tried to befriend me, i rejected. i didnt cntct the rest, eversince im wif him. and tat includes SAIFUL BAHRI. ohh, well, actuali i did texted him 2 days ago. but, juz to ask him about the NS tingy, as i was concerned bout -boyf- situation.and mind eu, i still texted -boyf- evry single day and nite, informing him bout my whereabouts evryting. like how i used to when hes ard. eventho i knew very well tat he wont be able to rply or even read the msges i had sent. eu ppl may kol me a sicko, stupid, idiot, crazy, or wadev. i dun care. i did wat i did, coz i dowan him to lose his trust fer me, especially since we'r now miles apart. at least when hes able to read all the msges, he'll noe tat he's being remembered by me evry single day, eventho hes not here wif me.=)
eu noe, it reely hurts being apart frm sumone eu love. especially when eu cnt even cntct him/her fer a long period of tyme. i mean if hes away fer 20 days, yet i can still cntct him, i wouldnt mind. but now? haix.i'v been goin home straight afta werk and spend most of my tyme at home the past few daes. been getting too emotional and overreacting lately. one min eu'll find smiling and laughing, the otha min i'll just locked myself up in my room and not talking to evryone in dis hse. and when sumone ask me certain ques in a nicest way, i would be pissed. i seriuzly dunno wth is wrong wif me. im juz not in the mood nwdys. i'v yet to adapt myself to the current situation i guess. but slowly, i will. lets hope so! *winx*
im reely missing eu BADLY -boyf-! in fact, i miss evryting bout eu! evryday, i hope tat at least, eu'll get to cntct me even fer juz a few mins and tell me how eu'r doin der. and evry nite before i sleep, i would oways pray fer eur safety and hoped tat eur coping things well on eur side. i miss eur presence. i miss eur smile. i miss eur laughter. i miss eur voice. i miss eur non-stop mencarut. i miss watching eu play takraw. i miss going to and fro to my second hometwn - yishun. i miss the tiny winy arguements tat we had. most importantly, its eu whom im missing most larh sayang!
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last but not least,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!
psst ; im waiting patiently fer eur return, baby.
