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Thursday, April 16, 2009
haix. i duno. i reely duno how i shuld react wen eu asked me tat ques. frm afternoon, when im still at werk, till nite tyme. eu kept asking me over and over agn. while me? i tried means and ways to avoid frm answering eu. why? coz i seriuzly duno. mebbe im too afraid bout evryting? telling eu the truth especially. or mebbe im too used to the kinda life im leading ryte now? gosh! wo chende pu chi tao! its been eons since sumone ask me tat. and i felt soo diff wen i heard tat ques! all dis while, i'v only been goin wif the flow. but dis tyme? diff. felt reely diff. i duno if it's a gud sign, or a bad sign.
ohh, and eversince i suffered frm [fill-in-eurself], i'll tend to overreact and get worried fer ppl ard me who's in trouble, or sick, especially. even the minor illness, such as cough, flu or wadev, i'll be soo concern towrds em. i juz duno why im reacting dat way. take W___ as an example, he felt soo dwn last nite. i culd hear tat hes actuali sad, but tryna be strong bout the whole situation. he dint tell his famly bout it, coz he dowan em to get worried. if wat hes telling is the truth, den the prob hes facing is much much MORE challenging den mine. i wonder how he manage to remain calm and strong, up till todae, eventho i noe tat hes actuali sad. i reely pray tat he'l overcome the obstacles. Amin~
nex, A___. the past few nytes and days, hes been sharing his probs wif me, and i'v been comforting him evry now and den. giving him advises tat kinda stuffz. consoled him. encouraged him. i did wadev i could, juz to see him smile. im lyke his so-called counselor. he can even text me early in the morning juz to tel me tat hes pissed off. in short, he'll juz tell me evryting tat he feels. mebbe hes comfortable wif me? im oke wif it tho. coz it goes to show tat im sumone who he can trust! HAHAHA! how sweet! but, if hes upset, the same goes to me. dun ask me why. chemistry i guez? *smiling sheepishly*
eu get wat i mean now? i tend to feel how dey felt. i undastnd em. im ready fer my frens/famly juz wen dey needed sumone badly. its not tat im bragging or wadev shittas. but heyy! ilovethem! and why im helping? coz i'v been thru wat dey'r goin thru at dis point of tyme. xactly the same! juz tat exceptionally, i tink W___ case is much more challenging den mine. at least im still under treatment and medications now. well, tat if hes not joking bout the whole ting. coz it aint a joking matter.
psst ; sumpah aku speechless oii! im not sure bout it! ergh~
