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Monday, March 30, 2009
sowy fer neglecting my blog fellow readers. i'v said it before, and i wish to say it agn. im addicted to sumtin els, tats why i "abandon" my blog fer the tyme being. muahahas! ders lots of pics to be uploaded too. but as oways, im lazy to upload em. hehs.past few weeks was totali hectic fer me. goin [fill-in-eurself] fer my treatment, becoming Kak Dilah's model, my doc appts. haix. damn tiring. reely! and tats partly the reason of why im being a piggy to updte. HAHAHA!ohh! ohh! the double date yesterday was awesome! i truly enjoyed myself eventho as oways, the otha couple tends to spoil my nite. but, it was oke. coz me and -him- culdnt be bothered bout wat dey'r angry/upset about. haha! all we noe is tat we enjoyed each oder's cmpny. and eu noe wat? coincidently, i was kinda shocked the ferst tyme wen i gotta noe bout his full name. why? coz he olmoz haf the same name as one of my x-bf. *smiling sheepishly*im feeling exuberant fer now. tats bcoz i dun hafta stressed out or feel depressed on how im gonna cope wit situations, or how hes gonna react upon hearing the truth. well, he ardy knew bout it tho. i told -him- bout evryting tat nite. thank god, he wasnt even shocked bout the whole ting. in fact, he even comforted me, and gave me advises as well as words of motivation. *smiles*i was kinda prepared fer the worst actuali. i culdnt care less on how hes gonna react, or wat hes gonna do nex, coz all i noe is tat, i dun wish fer history to repeat. how an asshole used to go MIA upon hearing the truth bout me, few mths back. how painful it is to be treated lyke a piece of shit. but im glad he's diff. he can accept me fer who i am. Alhamdulillah.=))
dun get me wrong. he aint my bf. hes juz sumone whom im currently dating. well, i admit tat i haf lots of guy frens. but oni certain of em noes bout my conditions. i tend to get stressed out, if i go out wif a guy, who dun even noe bout my conditions. but with -him-? ders nuthin i need to hide, or even, be afraid of. juz lyke Ahmad and the both Fir's.i feel appreciated and touched the otha dae. he's willing to come as early as 9pm(when he actuali knew tat i finish my treatment at 10.30pm), waited fer me and send me home. but, before tat, we had our dinner 2geda. *winx*TO YOU :
juz as eu noe, im content having eu in my life. eventho eur juz a fren. =D
hmmh. anyhoots, im still waiting fer the dae to go out wif my BeBoTz. its kinda difficult fer us to find a time wher all of us can get our off dae together. mebbe nex mth? i guez i hafta attend alot of outings nex mth. itupon kalau sumer menjadi larh kan. hoho~ der'll be a gath wif the 2i-ans, wif eider the BeBoTz or Wahedah, watching -him- play futsal wif his colleagues, and of coz, if the otha 'anak ali' can make it dis tyme round. muahahas!so, i'v updated my blog fer todae. happy? kekes. i dun need to tanam my blog ardy ryte? HAHAHA! ass shitt eu twinny!"of coz i can accept you for who you are. you are still you, with or without your sickness. right?" -MD SYAMSUL SAIFUL BAHRI.
psst ; only tyme will tell evryting. we'r taking tings one step at a time. i dun even noe if im reely ready. =)
