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Saturday, October 4, 2008
Dear Diary,
IM UPSET. IM DISAPPOINTED. IM HURT.seriuzly, im too tired fer all dis. fer hw long mre must i tolerate all dis "test" frm -him-? evryone has their own limits oke?! and mine? i tink sooner or later im gonna "xplode" ardy. guez eur njoyin evry tears tat i'v shed fer eu ryte darlz?haiish. am i hopin TOO much frm eu? or shuld i juz 4get eu && muv on wif lyfe? seriuzly, im conpius. its hard fer me to cum up wif a decision nw. i do feel lyke runnin away frm eu, or betta, muvin on wif sumone els, so tat eu'l noe wat it feels lyke nt to haf me in eur lyfe! not tat im braggin here, i juz want eu to noe wat it feels lyke to b in dis kinda state.but, shuld i? even wen im minglin && flingin ard, i do feel guilty by doin tat. eventho i noe eu too does shit behind my bck. AND! wen i went out wif Didi the otha day? yess, im der wif him. but my heart? it was gone elswher. i was tinkin of eu evry moment eventho he was ryte nex to me. && i reely wishd at tat point of tyme, it was eu who was sittin beside me. it was eu who i was spendin my tyme wif on tat beautiful nyte.am i stupid or wat? or im juz blinded by lufv? ppl says tat "LOVE IS BLIND".well, i dun tink so. lufv is not blind. its,
"PEOPLE ARE BLIND".am i ryte to say tat? ppl are blind, coz dey tend to kip on givin their lufv ones chnces, eventho dey'v been hurt tyme && tyme agn by em. eventho dey do shits behind their bck! && im one of dose blind ppl i guez. geez!
no matter wat, i wanna see hw dis whle ting gonna end. && wadev it is, im stil gonna cntinue to wait fer -him- till the dae tat i gaf up && lost hope.
:)
Lotsa Lufv,
yEuL <3
psst ; eur my everyting~
