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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
-him- reely gaf me a pleasant surprise juz now. he fetched me frm skul wif his new car ratha den his bike? citot binauu btol~ padahal tat tym aku tnye, ckp blom pass. nk step low pfile jek nie anak! HAHAHA! but stil, IM PROUD OF HIM! :Dhmmh. we'v been in dis "hangin rshp" fer 1 1/2 years nw. AND, if i could stil rmber vividly, we met each oder in the year 2005. wen im werkin in Swensens T1. its 2008 now. wich means we'v knwn each oder fer 3 years. its not too short, nor a long period i must say. fer the past 2 or 3 mths we'v been miszin frm each oders lyfe, && finally, we meet up agn. seriuzly, IM ESTATIC. dint xpect myself to burst into tears while eu'r tokin to me in the car juz now. guez tats juz my tears of joy. mebbe i'v been miszin eu too much. but i reely felt betta afta cryin. :)i agree, during the period in gettin to noe, && undastndin each oder betta, we'v gone thru huge hurdles in lyfe. hurdles tat are reely testin our patience && perseverance. AND AND AND! becoz of bof our "EGO-NESS", we didnt wanna gif in to each oder.wen eu koled to say eu wanna mit me the otha nyte, && i rejectd eu, i was half-heartd. i kept askin myself weder im doin the ryte ting. part of me was sayin, "padan muker ko! biar ko tau ape aku rase slame nie. ko slalu jual mahal kan? oways gt no enthusiasm in meetg me kn? im nt tat impt to eu kn? now i wanna make eu feel how i felt!." BUT, on the otha hand, I REELY MISZ EU! AND I DO WANNA MEET EU! but im juz tryna "play hard to get". i wanna noe wher i stnd.wadev it is, im satisfied to see eu agn afta soo long, eventho its oni fer 1 hr. we gonna mit up agn dis wkend? Insyaallah~:)yess, i noe sum of eu readers wil haf dis bad judgemnt on me. " SHES SUCHA BITCH! SO FICKLE MINDED BOUT GUYS! 1 MIN TOKIN BOUT DIS GUY, THE OTHA MIN TOKIN BOUT ANOTHA GUY."well, all i can say to eu ppl is tat, try to be in MY shoe, den we'l see how eu handle dis kinda tings wen it hpns oke?* i stil rmber the "fairytale wish" tat i made, && haf been prayin up till now. i do hope it wil cum to reality one day. Amin~
psst ; sumtyms i feel as tho im "invisible" in dis famly. :(
