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Sunday, June 22, 2008
seriuzly, i dint xpect eu to read my blog. i was soo shocked afta readin eur msg juz nw afta i ended my werk. the truth is out huh? i dunno wats hpning nwdys. evryting i did seems to b goin in a diff directns. all of tat wuld end up wif us quarrelin. was i wrong for being too strait4wrd? or was it eu who are being over-sensitif? i dun blame eu tho. && i wish to clarify it agn, I DUN HATE EU. but why is it lyke evryting we talked bout, wuld oways end up wif a fight? its not the ferst tyme, nor the second. but third. && im gettin sick && tired of it. all dis conflicts are makin me go NUTS! i dunno wat shuld i do nex. i dun wish to hurt eu animre. i dun wish to get hurt either. even afta apologisin to each oder, histry wuld repeat. why? why is tat so? i min im tryin my veri best to avoid all dis conflicts, but it juz kips cumin to us. i dunno who i shuld blame. me or eu? why cnt tings b normal as in the past? was it becoz tats the tyme tat we'v nt met? tats why i can gt tat attn frm eu? i dowan make myself stress out bout dis. but i juz nid tat CONCLUSION. will tings b normal, pretend tat none of dis has ever hpn or will it remain dis wae, lyke kip on apologisin to each oder, but it hpns over && over agn? hmmh? *scratches head*we'v made a deal to kip in touch even till the dae eu hafta serve fer eur NS. but nw? eur nt even in yet, but dis kinda tings ardy hpn. 16 mre daes my fren! well, guez dis is anotha test frm HIM i hafta say. i noe eur upset wif me. but im upset && hurt too oke? i dowan dis conflicts to prolong. but why culdnt it juz end? im lost. shuld i juz let eu go && let eu live eur lyfe peacefully, so tat at leaz eu can stil remain 'happy && fine' or shuld i cntinue to "torture" eu wif my harsh werds && my 'strait4wrd' kinda attitude? tel me my fren. wat shuld i do to make eu happy? how can i satisfy eu? :(I WONT HATE EU. NOT EVEN FER A SEC.
psst ; im sowy. :(