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Monday, March 8, 2010
its kinda hard actuali. im sacrificing 'Cinta Ixora' for the sake of my future and of coz, my dearest famly. why do i said tat? tats bcoz i ardy took up a part tyme job since laz week. so now, i haf my full tyme job, as well as my part tyme. on second tots, wif tat kind of werkin environment, and wif those 'gerek' ppl, its all worth it! tak dapat tgk 'Cinta Ixora' agi pon tkpelaa~
some of eu may noe, i've long lose interest in my full tyme job. but due to certain reasons, im hanging on to it till today. as for my part tyme job, i swear im lovin every moment of it! in fact, whenever im der, i dun feel lyke goin home. i simply love my new "siblings" der! each and every one of them! especially my 'gila-gila' brothers - Din, Hafiz and Shaikh. i felt soo pampered by them since im the only girl among my team. but feelin kinda bad tho coz Din has been becoming my "despatch rider" eversince. hehs. he nvr fails to fetch me to and fro. he's been a great company the past daes.
the bof of us are kinda in the same boat. as we'v made promise to each other, we bof tryna stay strong, and striving hard to change our lives for the betta. and i notice tat eversince i join dis company, im much more confident and open in tellin ppl bout my conditions. its lyke, i dun reely mind bout sharing it to others now. thnx to them, my new "siblings", for the endless support and motivations. well, apart from earnin the xtra income, i can oso "cuci mate" eu noe! mane nak dapat, keje dgn "eye candy" sumer bersepah sane sini! nie baru org kate, 'killin two birds wif one stone'. HAHAHA! tats partly the reason why i enjoyed workin der. balik mlm2, penat2 pon tkpela. i sanggup~ hee!
i ardy told myself, no party2, no relationship juz yet. for now, juz wanna earn the bucks, help my famly out, and enjoy my tyme wif my new "siblings". juz lyke wat i promised to Nas, who is my director. whenever im wif them, im stress free! coz ders soo much laughter goin on. so now, everyday is a working day for me. even the weekends. hee! *winx*
and fyi, i'll be admitted real soon. dis 15th. daddy's will be on 16th. den our operation is on the 17th. as the date's drawing nearer, i swear im freaking out! not to mention, worried and scared. i guess i will not update my blog anytyme soon. coz lyke i'v said, busy wif work, and oso, gettin mentally prepared for the op. so i tink i'l update agn once the op is over. shall update eu guys once im feelin better, oke? for now, i juz need eu guys to pray for me and my dad. hopefully evyting goes smoothly for us. Amin~
in the meantyme, eu guys be good oke? wait for my nex update horr. love ya'll! sayonaraaa~ *hugsss*
psst ; i lovin it! im lovin them! ;)
