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Thursday, May 7, 2009
if fyqah used to write "18 DAYS OF SEPARATION" in her blog, den mine would be,
20 DAYS OF SEPARATION!!!
haha!why? bcoz of his NS tingy. he gotta face it no matter wat. and i seriuzly undastnd now, wat fyqah hafta go thru at tat point of time, when her bf is away frm her. being separated frm sumone eur close wif, tat sucks! but the gud thing is, at least hafiz still can kip in touch wif her during tat 18 days. but me? 20 days?! and i couldnt even hear his voice fer 1 min! none at all! the reason is, he couldnt bring his hp wif him. duhh? obviously yeul! im trying to do wat i asked fyqah to do the otha time. kip myself busy, listen to MJ12 at nite, afta wich straight to sleep. if fyqah can do it, so can i! hoho~ eventho i noe tat i would struggle at a certain point of time.before he go, he did call me up juz now. during working hrs. i broke dwn when talking to him. too much things goin thru my mind. i was wondering how am i gonna cope my days witout him? am i strong enough to endure all dis? who am i gonna talk to on the fone at night? is he gonna be oke der? wat bout his famly? coz its oni his bros, Wali and Apek who noes the whole truth.im ardy missing him badly now. so, how am i suppose to survive in the 20 days to come? can i do it? haix. im still gonna try to be strong no matter wat. hmm, the last time we met was last mon. tats oni fer 2 or 3 hrs btw. but now, i'll oni manage to see him on the 25th or 26th dis mth?tats till a loooonnggggg way to go~ i kept telling myself tat he actuali went on a holiday. well, i did tat juz to please and satisfy myself. hurhur~ psst ; all i can do is juz wait. =(
