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Saturday, August 9, 2008
im all alone at home now. yess! celebrated National Day, watchd the NDP performnce alone, in dis hse of mine. hurhur~ :( well, dint haf ani plans actuali. && i was kinda sick. had an stomach upset the whle noon. being goin in && out of the toilet fer quite a few tymes. well, mebbe i ate sumtin bad. so, woke up at 5pm, seein no one at home.wadevs it is, i juz wanna let out sumtin wich i had kept within myself fer paz few daes. hmmh. honestly, i do feel lonely at tymes of being single. && fer the ferst tyme, i'v been stayin single fer a year plusplus now! werld record or waaat?! kaka! *craps*i'v never held the status "SINGLE" dis long b4. not tat im tryna brag here. i juz felt soo unbelievable gitu loh! in the past years, i wuld usuali muv on wif sumone whom i like or lufv, simply && easily, witout gettin to noe em insyde out. but now, i guez the past xperiences tat i had, made me stronger && much much mature.lyke wat i'v said, i cnt deny tat i do feel lonely at tymes. i do get jealous seein couples goin out 2geder evrytym. but cums to tink of it agn, im actuali happier now. no one to take control of me, no conflicts or shedding tears all the tyme, can go out wif hueva && weneva i want. && most importantly, i feel less sinful now. haahaha! as you noe, couples tend to kisskiss, hughug, yaabeedaa-yaabeedee-yaabeedoo. so yea, i wish to emphasize on it agn, IM HAPPY DIS WAY! *smiles widely*
but the moz complicatin && difficult fer me to handle of being single is, to entertain dose guy frens tat i haf ard me, one by one. im actuali afraid of hurtin em. altho i knew tat i'v hurt certain of em, && felt guilty, i stil ignored. i pretended to be "uncaring" towrds em. but i hafta do it stil. im afraid to fall in lufv agn. im afraid to get hurt BIG TIME. && becoz of eu guys, my hp bill kips risin && risin. rplyin to all eur msges! pfft! see wat hpn?! GO PAY MY BILLS FER ME! haahaha! *buekx*
p/s ; Ct Riah, so how? biler nk meet up nie?! its been eons since we last met! hmmh. ko da kaya blom? since eu oways say eur 'pokai'. haahaha! misz eu larh girlfie! must meet up soon oke? wen ko da 'kayer' larh iyek? keke~ :D
psst ; can i haf dose fireworks Mr. President? :)
